I am trying to keep my promise to myself, and update every other day, but I found it rather difficult to write. Well, not the physical writing part but more of what the heck do I write?

So, here I sit listening to "Yearbook" by Hanson and staring at the blank page....

<15 minutes passes>


Okay I think I know what to write now!


Charles had been super strict about the six month wait to get pregnant again. He actually said he'd completely abstain from sex for the remainder of the five months, and the only condition to breaking that is if I make an appointment with Capt. Phillips and get a second opinion.... The ER doctor is the one who recommended that we wait six months, but others have told me that their OBGYNs said they could get pregnant after they have one complete cycle. /sigh

Guess that means that I need to get on that appointment. I know he's not bluffing.

I am going to call tomorrow to see if I can get an appointment/talk to Capt. Phillips.

Now that I have miscarried again, I am terrified it is going to take another three years and doctor intervention for me to get pregnant again.

In other news, we started this online class so we can start a business thing using "drop-shipping"... I'm not sure what we are going to sell yet though. We are going to start with one niche, and then I'm hoping to eventually have a couple of different niches. If this works out, we could be potentially pay of ALL of our debt in six months. That would be amazing!

I also want to put aside some more money for Soraya. She's not doing too bad, she gets $30 a month, and any extra cash I have in my wallet goes to her.

For the new baby (when I get knocked up again), I plan to do the same thing I did for Soraya.

$.50 for every day I am pregnant with him/her (roughly 266-270 days)

$1 for every day she is alive for first year

$30 a month for savings

$250 from the tax return

Yep, my little princess has quite a bit saved up and one day (probably when she's 18) we will give it to her and send her off to Europe or something. :)


Wow, so I guess I have babbled quite a bit tonight... LoL Think it's all the Hanson I am listening to.

Oh speaking of Hanson, I was in the shoppette before work about a month ago and I was talking to my troop Brandon Wessel, and the song "MMMbop" came on. Oh my gosh can you say blast from the past. I couldn't believe how long it has been since that song came out. I was in junior high school, and it was the first concert Chelie and I ever went to. The tour was called "Road to Albertane".

Okay, I think I have written enough random thoughts tonight. But before I go, I'd like to give a shout out and a huge "thank you" to my friend Brandy for giving me the cunning idea (nine months to life- get it I am a cop!!) for this blog.

And now I am heading up to bed.


<3 Good Night <3